selama aku dekat jepun hari hari rindu papa

everyday at japan i will miss papa,cause all what i'm doing semua ada kena mengena dengan papa.
but now i have mama only,papa tiada so rasa kehilangan itu memang sesangat la.maklumlah saya anak tunggal+i super close with papa.

selalu kalau sampai narita airport(nama airport kat jepun) papa will pick us to back home.
when we arrive at home papa always asking so much question.we laugh together and so much things we do together.papa very well on cook to.if i wanna eat pure japanese food he will cook for me.papa will ask me to accompany him to kitchen for teach me how to cook japanese food.kalau masak ayam ke daging ke,dia mesti mengusik aku this is buta(pig in japan) you know.aku terus gelak gelak.kitorang banyak makanan favourite yang sama.setiap kali aku makan makanan kat jepun ni,semua aku ingat papa.dulu aku dengan dia selalu makan sama saja,tapi sekarang aku seorang saja.sekarang jugak aku dan mama selalu makan beli makanan luar.mama banyak kali cakap semua makanan yang kau makan semua makanan yang kau selalu beli sama dengan papa.aku hanya diam sahaja.

when shopping time,i always remember papa too cause he always said mama,myra shopping shopping shopping.money money money.selepas itu dia mesti geleng kepala.

kalau masa on9 pula aku sekarang dekat jepun ni guna lappy papa.aku teringat dulu dia kata myra kenapa type slow?meh sini papa teach you okay ka.come here.then he teach me how to type selaju lajunya.kalau tak laju dia akan marah aku.

aku dan mama selalu mention papa dalam semua perbuatan kami disini.

papa i miss you everyday.i need you everyday we at here papa.did you see that we're already at our new house?can i see you right now?or can you come to my dream?i want to hear your voice again papa.i want to hear you said my name.i want to speak with you papa,cause i really super miss you.i'm sorry papa i can't stay japan without you.i take all your stuff that i like to remember you in my mind all the times.after this my birthday without you papa.papa can you watch over me?papa i want you to know that i write about you in my blog.assalammualaikum papa.

p/s:sorry i really miss my papa.i still can't except this.in this case it's hard to be strong.i admit right now  i'm weak.did you know it's hard to be fully strong,but it easy to be fake strong.remember that.i'm will trying to be strong but not now.