i hate this part right here

 it's been long time that ,aku cuba tuk pupuk dalam diri aku not to fall in love back.

shit,now the feelings come to me.i admit that he was the nice guy that i've seen,and now aku dah mula ada perasaan sayang itu terhadap dia.

it's been long time jugak,aku tak rasa segeram semarah sakit hati semua yang macam ini.i can't describe in words.

speechless.

rasa nak nangis pun ada.

love.

why you still drop by in my heart?

i hate it.

i wish that i can trow you away,far away.away as you can!

fuck

shit

ridiculous 

erm............

it's was too complicated.

i hate this part too much.